Ok, I'm back in the saddle. 

This is my first Nakava blog.  And I'm GUMBY DAMN IT!  Not sure why I said that.

So, I'm back to doing these.  And I won't disappoint you, I'm going to do more and keep this up.  I've been crazy busy, and will continue to be, but this is important stuff. 

I was speaking to my family over the past few weeks and I came to the realization that I may very well have been afraid of my future.  Although that may sound crazy, it also seems to be true.  What the heck am I worried about?  Why do I not follow my own advice?  Am I actually mentally handicapped instead of a genius (ok, I didn't really think that one).